Archive for the ‘poem’ Category

Me, Myself and I

Friday, November 7th, 2008

A beginning in the end …
All my life I was there to subtend … to defend … to pretend …
Whispering the secrets of my life …
I lead it hanging on the staunch beliefs …
Strange! I never knew what was I …
Stranger!! When I found out that it was not me …
All I have is single faith that I will be me …
A single flame that makes … me …

Swinging all day with my pals …
I forgot I have to answer my calls …
Sharing my tears, my fears …
I forgot I have a million fears … a million unfold … a million unsaid …

I live all alone deep down …
What makes you wait so long …
Conquer the worlds of eternity … being with me, myself and I

Why

Monday, October 27th, 2008

Why is it so difficult to admit that you were at fault?

Why is it so difficult to say “I’m sorry, I was wrong”

Why is it so difficult to own up to an error?

Why is it so difficult to make a relationship better?

Why is it so difficult to move out of the shade?

Why is it so difficult to curb a desire that gumption forbade?

Why is it so difficult to come together after falling apart?

Why is it so difficult to blank out a face in the dark?

Why is it so difficult to close down an overworked mind?

Why is it so difficult to leave a past behind?

Why is it so difficult to not hurt someone?

Why is it so difficult to care for them in return?

Why is it so difficult to pave our own destiny?

Why is it so difficult to place our decisions under scrutiny?

Why is it so difficult to stand up to iniquity?

Why is it so difficult to salvage lost dignity?

Every time I rise, I am chastened

Every time I waver, I am broken

Every time I smile, I am punished

Every time I speak, I am snubbed

I picked up the shards of what once belonged to me

Among them, my heart, my dreams and my verity

I got off the borrowed ride, threw away my shackles and cut myself free

Unfurled my sails, set my sights and embarked on a voyage to a distant sea

Basis For My Life!!

Friday, October 17th, 2008

Reason for my pride,
Reason for my delight,
Reason for my glee,
Source for my joy,
Cause for my bliss,
Basis for my life,
Reason for me to live !!
But darling,
I am void of reason
To love you
Still my love for you
Is Endless and everlasting
Continual and eternal
for it will never die away
It will be forever
Till our end
For you are the reason
for me to live
for you are
Basis for my life!!

Unconditional Love

Friday, September 5th, 2008

It was evening time when the birds were flying back to their nests collecting all their valuables and the Sun set itself saying ‘welcome’ to the moon.

I saw a bud hidden inside the curls of the creeper which cuddled it with all its strength and it looked as if a small baby was hiding itself in her mother’s womb

As the time passed the bud came out and blossomed, opening all its sleek petals and it looked as if a tiny girl stretched her hands wide to embrace her mother

When the flower swayed it looked as if a beautiful girl in her Teens danced with all her Grace

When the wind touched this flower it bent its slender body as if a bride bent her head too hide blush on her face.

I looked at the flower and asked what is so unique and why am I being drawn to her alone…? And what could be the reason for her blush…..

The Flower left one of its petals which flew up in the air to make me look at the twinkling star shining with all his brilliance, warding off all the Clouds so that he could miss even a single glance of his beloved –the Flower

With all my surprise I asked the flower….Will u ever get him…………………..?

She replied in a mellifluous tone………..”I know he is not reachable …but his image there in the sky is enough to fill my life with the joy of his presence”…………………”For I am a WOMEN”

What could I say except to look at the pair who epitomize the perfect symphony of unconditional love……………………………………….

A Distressed Heart

Saturday, August 30th, 2008

I wanted to pose u many questions …
though I knew they remain unanswered …

I wanted to love u so much …
though I knew I will never receive the same from your end …

I wanted to care for u so much …
though I knew u r never concerned ….

I wanted to show u my love towards u …
though I knew u can never understand that ..

I wanted to spend rest of my life with u …
though I knew I will be unhappy with that …

Love is what I have strived for ….
Betrayal is what I have received so far …

Happiness is what I have looked for …..
Misery is what I have met with so far ….

Honesty is what I have seeked for ……
Deceit is what I have received so far …..

But I could still sense my care for u ……
deep in a corner of my heart …..

For the reason I know what it means to disgust someone ….