I wanted to pose u many questions …
though I knew they remain unanswered …
I wanted to love u so much …
though I knew I will never receive the same from your end …
I wanted to care for u so much …
though I knew u r never concerned ….
I wanted to show u my love towards u …
though I knew u can never understand that ..
I wanted to spend rest of my life with u …
though I knew I will be unhappy with that …
Love is what I have strived for ….
Betrayal is what I have received so far …
Happiness is what I have looked for …..
Misery is what I have met with so far ….
Honesty is what I have seeked for ……
Deceit is what I have received so far …..
But I could still sense my care for u ……
deep in a corner of my heart …..
For the reason I know what it means to disgust someone ….